when I was a little kid, I used to peel off my scabs and eat them
I killed ants with a magnifying glass. Much later I learned that the Magic School Bus didn't approve ;-(
With the help of a specially trained psych, two dedicated therapists and three hypnotists, I have been able to rid my mind of all those old memories.........er.........sonofabitch!
If growing up was easy, it shouldn't take 80 years ;-)
shat multiple times in the bathtub
I went to church once.
By kicking i broke a dogs leg. But because i was so very merciful i thought it could not survive as a feral dog and so i hung it with a rope.
So many this kind of story in my childhood especially violence to animals and settings somewheres fires
But i have to say that as a grown-up i m no sociopath or psycopath, just a narcisist and perfectionist alcoholic
Quote from: SoldierofFortune on December 12, 2020, 06:03:40 PM
But i have to say that as a grown-up i m no sociopath or psycopath, just a narcisist and perfectionist alcoholic
People are bad, but they can become less bad, if they try real hard.
Quote from: SoldierofFortune on December 12, 2020, 05:59:28 PM
By kicking i broke a dogs leg. But because i was so very merciful i thought it could not survive as a feral dog and so i hung it with a rope.
So many this kind of story in my childhood especially violence to animals and settings somewheres fires
I worked with juvenile offenders for over 40 years. And you fall into the worst group of those I've dealt with. Those who tortured and injured animals were the worst--I don't know of any that ever amounted to anything other than an inmate in prison. You are sick--probably beyond repair. You do belong in a 10 by 10 cell for whatever days you have left.
Quote from: Mike Cl on December 12, 2020, 09:59:49 PM
I worked with juvenile offenders for over 40 years. And you fall into the worst group of those I've dealt with. Those who tortured and injured animals were the worst--I don't know of any that ever amounted to anything other than an inmate in prison. You are sick--probably beyond repair. You do belong in a 10 by 10 cell for whatever days you have left.
I was a child and had no sympathetic emotions and ı still suffering from non-understanding of others' feelings.
Oh Man, i already suffered my sentence. Ä° need to go deep in my psycology and to have a professional therapist help but have no chance to physically reach one, maybe i can get online help.
Because of genetic tendency from two of My parents' familial history and because i have personality disorders, i have improved alcoholism and psycological problems which i cannot solve even if i try hard. Ä° will not be able to catch happiness and saticfaction in my life, i have understood.
One issue iÅŸ organic, which is neurochemical; the other one is from personality and because of the style of My upbringing and happennings i have underwent.
Whatever, i am suffering my sentence, enough is enough.
Quote from: SoldierofFortune on December 12, 2020, 10:24:24 PM
I was a child and had no sympathetic emotions and ı still suffering from non-understanding of others' feelings.
Oh Man, i already suffered my sentence. Ä° need to go deep in my psycology and to have a professional therapist help but have no chance to physically reach one, maybe i can get online help.
Because of genetic tendency from two of My parents' familial history and because i have personality disorders, i have improved alcoholism and psycological problems which i cannot solve even if i try hard. Ä° will not be able to catch happiness and saticfaction in my life, i have understood.
One issue iÅŸ organic, which is neurochemical; the other one is from personality and because of the style of My upbringing and happennings i have underwent.
Whatever, i am suffering my sentence, enough is enough.
It is too bad you are suffering so deeply. The key is 'you'. You are suffering. The good thing is that 'you' can (and only you) start to get a grip on your life. I wish you luck in that.
Quote from: SoldierofFortune on December 12, 2020, 10:24:24 PM
I was a child and had no sympathetic emotions and ı still suffering from non-understanding of others' feelings.
Oh Man, i already suffered my sentence. Ä° need to go deep in my psycology and to have a professional therapist help but have no chance to physically reach one, maybe i can get online help.
Because of genetic tendency from two of My parents' familial history and because i have personality disorders, i have improved alcoholism and psycological problems which i cannot solve even if i try hard. Ä° will not be able to catch happiness and saticfaction in my life, i have understood.
One issue iÅŸ organic, which is neurochemical; the other one is from personality and because of the style of My upbringing and happennings i have underwent.
Whatever, i am suffering my sentence, enough is enough.
I suspect many here are autistic spectrum people. This is just another level you need to cope daily. And drugs won't help you with that. Adults have to accept responsibility for themselves or be institutionalized.
Quote from: Mike Cl on December 12, 2020, 09:59:49 PM
I worked with juvenile offenders for over 40 years. And you fall into the worst group of those I've dealt with. Those who tortured and injured animals were the worst--I don't know of any that ever amounted to anything other than an inmate in prison. You are sick--probably beyond repair. You do belong in a 10 by 10 cell for whatever days you have left.
Serial killers typically show lack of empathy for animals as children and this escalates to torturing humans or using them without regard to their victim's safety and welfare. Buffalo Bill only wanted a new suit.
Unnecessary violence against animals is the gateway drug to unnecessary violence against humans ... so true IMHO.
I have always had allergies and often I ran out of tissues as a kid. I recall wiping my nose on my sleeve and grossing other kids out at school. I also was a bigtime nose picker.
Quote from: CrowTRobot on December 19, 2020, 09:17:56 PM
I have always had allergies and often I ran out of tissues as a kid. I recall wiping my nose on my sleeve and grossing other kids out at school. I also was a bigtime nose picker.
Seasonal bad colds when Mom put on the vaporizer with mentholatum and mentholatum on my chest. The not so good old days.