Morning

xena · Posted: Tue Aug 26, 2008 5:09 am Post subject: Morning

Having reached a desperate stage in my life, struggling with physical pain and mental anguish, I felt helpless and needed a change in my life. Well, several shattered relationships, two of which I shall never be allowed to forget, ever, dealings with the idiotic psychiatric services and an attempt on my life after years of abuse from a psychopathic neighbour, was more than enough to drive anyone to an early grave.
Beyond hope, I dragged my aching legs, grasping tightly to my metal walking stick which was clanging on the gravelled tarmac with each step, trying to hold my twisted and hunched body upright.
I made it across the road safely, for that was where ‘The Salvation Army’ happened to be situated- conveniently opposite my own little dwelling.
I entered the gaudily looking building and was overwhelmed and bewildered at the interest and excitement from these kindly natured folks.
Time went by and I reveled in the attention, which was grand, especially on discovering my musical ability and their pianist was losing his….
My ability was however no talent and pitifully rusty with the loss of a keyboard several years ago.

Getting involved in their activities and staying behind to practice on their masterful piano (the most impressive piece of equipment in the whole shabby hall ) was alas a step into unforeseen forbidden territory as I opened up to the sole person who always stayed behind with me…..

Felt like writing a novel this morning to keep me occupied and put my life into perspective but find I suck at it.
Just thought I'd say hello. My mind is kind of stable-well getting there. Still searching for the rest of the marbles. Think I'll find something else to occupy my mind. Lose interest quickly Razz

tinker683 · Posted: Tue Aug 26, 2008 6:51 am Post subject:

Hey there,

Glad to see you're still holding on Xena, it sounds like you've been to hell and back. Feel free to keep us updated on how you're doing Smile

Hope today fares better than most Smile

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xena · Posted: Tue Aug 26, 2008 7:20 am Post subject:

Thanks.
Just had trouble logging in and had to search for my password-that's sad Laughing

Just made myself some nice detoxing soup-and I'm taking TMG to kick start my brain cells amongst a multitude of other vitamins and supplements Smile

stickhorse · Posted: Tue Aug 26, 2008 7:27 am Post subject:

Xena, nice writing skills. maybe you actually should write a novel.
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rickcopeland648 · Posted: Tue Aug 26, 2008 7:30 am Post subject:

RyanDzundza · Posted: Tue Aug 26, 2008 10:00 am Post subject:

*picks up marbel*

hey is this one of yours Xena Very Happy

good to have you back
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xena · Posted: Tue Aug 26, 2008 10:17 am Post subject:

Just a few more marbles to go now..thanks Ryan Laughing

The Rickcopeland-sorry, the TMG is a tri-methyl glycine supplement-supposed to help brain and body function
http://vitanetonline.com/forums/1/Thread/716
But point taken Cool

Amberli · Posted: Tue Aug 26, 2008 11:29 am Post subject:

Glad to hear you are feeling well. Very Happy

I got four spinal injections yesterday, and am trying to keep my fucking sanity right now. Wish I had a Cello. Mad

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eximius · Posted: Tue Aug 26, 2008 11:31 am Post subject:

We welshies are a strong and proud people, we can get through anything Razz

Anyhooo, good to have you back.
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Wickedtruth · Posted: Tue Aug 26, 2008 11:35 am Post subject:

Nods...you're a strong woman Xena. Keep up the good work Very Happy

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